So, I suppose the e-mail thing will work. I hope it does. So not only
do I have job hunting, but I have my meager blog income to think
about. And on top of that, I took mucho extra commitment from ACW this
week. So this week should be fun.

So I've posted three reviews on Bonus Track, which is my for-profit music review blog. Also, I managed to complete my short to-do list in my last post, and now have a pretty badass new one. Also, my iGoogle home page is looking fairly robust. The only thing I need beyond that is to get independent Internet access back so that I can resume my studies in Java. Eventually, I'll complete both of my projects in that language.

God, I'm tired.

I probably shouldn't even be up this late. It's quarter to three in the fucking morning, and I can't really calm myself down enough to sleep. Today was such a fucking roller-coaster ride, and now I'm still buzzed. Granted, when I finally get to bed, I'll probably drop off almost instantaneously.

More later, hopefully. I'm going to try to keep regularly updating this.

Stuff to do:

-Get iGoogle to do list.
-Fill it with stuff.

There's a machine I see sometimes in my dreams. It's that magical counterpart to the What If? machine where you can actually see what your life could have been like, and could be like, and what you'd have to do to make it like that.

It's totally unrealistic, but I have vague ideas that make me wish I had it. Of course, these same ideas make me wish I was a better person. But I don't, and I'm not. I guess we all deal with the fact that we're horrible people in our own way.

I'm Tired.

I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of, well, really everything. This has been going on about a week. Either she's going to give up on me and leave, or she's going to not give up on me. That's it.

And I'm really not sure I'm willing to work with her anymore.